Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Is it just me?

Is is just me or u guys go thru the same thing jugak?
1. When the time of the month coming, mulalah mood swing yg agak kronik. In the sense that i can be over sensitive yg teramat sgt. Kesimpulannya emo x bertempat n senangggggg je air mata nak keluar. Salah ckp, nangis. Tertgk gamba lama, nangis. Buat tuh salah, buat nih salah, sume la salah.

2. Every Monday, i really mean EVERY Monday, rasa nak amik MC, tak kuasa nak pergi kerja. Susah giler nak turun katil, and sgt lah grumpy biler bersiap. Especially biler tiba2 x jumpa eyeliner la, contact lens buat hal la, rambut lambat giler nak kering la (tho dah blow dry sampai panas2)..bla bla bla...

3. Easily get irritated dgn couple2 yg berpeluk sakan whereby the bf akan memeluk the gf dan juga tiang LRT yg kat tgh2 kat dlm LRT sampaikan org lain x boleh nak pegang lansung.

4. Get irritated sebab facebook mcm lembap sgt upload.

5. Rasa bengang coz everytime pegi secret recipe, order mee curry laksa and dah stress kan the point TAKNAK TAUGEH tp in the end dtg gak ngan taugeh.

6. Rasa restless n serba tak kena tp tatau kenapa. Pastu mulalah xleh tido laa..xleh wat keje laa..

Ok. Tuh je. Im very tired but i still got so much work. huhu.
Taknak keje.......jom la jalan2 korg....

-eEzA-
wishing everyday is sunday

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

aTeh said hello!!

haha. at last aku kene invite diri sndiri. ape la dina! ;p

but anyway, I MISS U GUYS SGT2!!

okey, i'll make a proper entry later ye.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

syara is moving out...

aku menumpang my aunty's almost 4 months since i started my life in KL...(damn! dh 4 months jgakla aku keje....i still confused wut i am actually doing).... it is a good and ease life for me i cud say...i dont need to worry about bills , food , softlan dah abis, knape astro charges mahal sgt? ...i even get my dinner served after my long journey bck from work...how blessed my life is! i realized i just menumpang here n soon gonna search my own place. As a normal person , how good she/he is trying to disguise her/himself not to show their true colours, u dun haf to wait until a month to know dat...n i think, n i am pretty sure , my aunties cant bear with me anymore..huhu....yess,bknnye aku bwk blk laki masuk bilik or polis dtg hantar aku blk umah ke ape pn...tp kalo mak aku pn asyik duk menjerit jek kt aku kalo kt umah, i knew if she can yell at me, she will!
now , i am so excited to move out...i rent an apartment n will be staying wif my bro...i dun know how my life is going to be living wif my own brother...i know there's gonna be mouth fight and misunderstanding between us but i would rather to live with him than being stuck wif my aunties...i am not trying to say dat i dun appreciate my aunties...i do n i thank them a bunch!..its just dat i dun really like myself , dat i restrain myself to be me...not dat i do not want to....but i need to show good attitude since i am the resemblance of my parents n family...hahaha
wut i am excited is all about decorating my bedroom,the living room and cooking...i am going to have a new fresh life again...pls do come n hang out at my hse, buddies...i am looking fwd to make cookies and cakes wif u guys!! when umah aku dh siap complete k...(wpon tkla best pn)...we r sooo going to gossiping in the swim pool!! i will make sure it happened!

p/s : eeza, pls bersyukur u r staying wif ur parents...

that was just an intro

Since that was my 1st entry here, that's why i make it as sweet as possible haha
Girls, im not ok.. i wanna sleep. Trying to sleep..
Nite..
But if i cant, u'll see me in YM. Hehe
Daaa...

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Yes darlings, no matter how hard I try to forget ur birthdates (so I dun feel guilty for not giving presents), but later... I remmber each of us dates, I know who r ur sisters, ur first boyfren's names and I even know who's ur ex-bf's girlfren..
Looking at all the pictures all over again, I was surprise the we really know each other like a decade ago..
We are soo bestfrens since I.......
...was wearing the Harry Potter's specs.
(in the pic : Dina, Syara - 1997)


...was sooo excited n looking foward for the councelling classes - for the interviews practices. Kar and I had been spending like one whole morning trying out all the shirts we had.
(in the pic : Kar, Dina - 2001)





...was sooo proud with my BackStreetBoys tshirt and wished I can wear it on my outing days.

(in the pic : Zainul, Dina, Syara n Ateh - 2001)




...didnt really mind that the tudung I was wearing was terbalik and tak iron at all. But we smiled.

(in the pic : Syara, Dina n Eeza - 2001)


...enjoyed having breakfast, lunch, tea break, dinner n supper together at the dining hall.

(in the pic : Eeza, Ateh, Syara, Zainul, Ibu, Dina n Pkcik dining hehehe - 2000)





...was soo ugly, tired and berminyak2 n we took pictures..in our tent, Gunung Ledang.
(in the pic : Zainul, Ateh, Dina, Dewi, Eeza n Syara - 2000)


...didnt mind having tasteless instant noodles togther.
(in the pic : Syara, Eeza, Dina n Ateh - 2000)




...loveeed every moment we spent together.
(in the pic : Kar, Syara, Eeza, Dina, Aza - 2000)









"Potrait Of a Friend"

Dedicated to Us...

We cant give solutions to all of ur life's problems,doubts or fears,
But we can listen to u...
And together we will search for answers.

We cant change the past with all the heartaches and pains,
nor the future with its untold stories,
But we can be there when u need us to care.

We cant keep your feet from stumbling,
We can only offer our hands for you to grasp and not to fall.

Your joys,triumphs,successes and happiness are not ours,
Yet we can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life is not ours to make, nor to judge
We can only support you , encourage you ,
and help you when you ask.

We cant prevent you from falling away from frenship,
from your values and from us,
We can only talk to you and wait for you to come back.

We cant give you boundaries which we have determined for you,
But we can give you room to change,room to grow,
room to be yourself.

We cant keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But we can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in the place.

We cant tell you who you are,
But we love you of who you are,
and we accept and appreciate you the way you are.

With love,

Mek

I love you EEZA , DINA , KAR , ATEH & ZAINUL !!




-us-







*these are without ateh n zainul. korg tlg balik cepat2 eh. so we can update the pics. haha.*
*miss u guys so much. sayang korg*